When you can’t do question 1i), let alone 1ii), let alone questions 2) or 3), and have been trying to do so for over an hour – and when you couldn’t do the last homework either but had to work through with the solutions – and when you don’t even understand the lecture notes four lectures in – …
Time to blog!
Erm, so yes! We’ve had internet for a while now, but let’s just say that fourth year doesn’t get any less busy than the previous three. That’s in a good way, mostly, but the new routine and the new house and the new people-circumstances are still taking some getting used to. I am still trying to learn to spend time on my own in the house positively, and more importantly I am still trying to learn how to work again, as it’s something I basically haven’t been doing for eighteen months, and, well, you just get out of the habit. I’m doing a lot better than I thought I would, actually, but I think I still give up too easily when the going gets tough – and that’s still way too often. The pressure’s on, to say the least.
In other news, J continues to be wonderful, I’m doing quite a bit with Quaker Meeting (and seriously considering applying for membership; explanation may follow in a subsequent post), and my Mum thinks I’m bipolar (, which I think is utter rubbish). I got out my clarinet the other day and had no lip muscles left whatsoever.
And that’s about it, really! I need to go and make lunch and head out. Oh, except that when I have a chance I will take some pictures of my new house, because it’s kinda cool, and some pictures of the garment that I made the week before coming back to Durham and am so incredibly proud of!

I thought about clarinet-playing the other day, I’d love to just be able to pick it up and play a tune, like An English Country Garden or Good King Wenceslas, just in time for christmas but I figure after x years that wouldn’t be as easy as it used to be…
I look forward to pictures, as ever, and also hearing more about Quaker stuff, just because, well I don’t actually know that much about it…
You sound happy. I might be wrong but it’s just something I assumed from this post and if its the case I’m happy for you :-)